Why am I so lonely. I am not a bad person. I am not crazy in a bad way. I am smart. I am kind. I am honest. I am real. I don't like to lie. But yet I am lonely. I know I have friends but where are they. It really only seems like they are there when they want to be. So I am used to being home. Being alone. Its all good though. I guess I will do a lot of soul searching. I guess I will know myself inside and out. I just hope one days someone will find me who is just as lonely as I am.